keep on telling me

laser mice nauseate me

Haven’t been doing the hour a day thing. Going to cut it down to 30 minutes and try to start from there. Also going to try to start a post a day. I’ve probably said it before, and I’ll keep on saying it until I do it. 

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I once went around giving out thanksgiving leftovers that I made with a friend.

It’s a very fond memory. Sharing excess, sharing something you made with friends, sharing a product. It wasn’t volunteering at a soup kitchen or anything like that, but I’m not going to constantly compare myself to a hypothetical, completely selfless version of myself that will never be (not that you have to be half of that to help at a soup kitchen). Giving someone food I made first hand, for what is a time for most to enjoy overeating, leisure, and family, to somebody who has so little stability and security, helped me understand the depth of my thankfulness.

on a separate note:

I was reading a little from the lifeaftercollege blog and I think this tip interested me most out of her list. Link to the actual post in the image. I’m not sure what kinds of things I can track yet, since my “business” right now is my person, but now I’m aware of the idea and can take mental notes. Maybe expenses and time investments.

I haven’t been managing my time well, so going forward I’m going to do 1 hour in job hunting and 1 hour in learning python the hard way a day. I should have another hour in there for physical fitness, but I’ll work up to that. I don’t want to take on too much, which you could say is a cop out, but it would require changing my sleeping habits; and attempting that might keep me from doing anything.

I can take you out

http://www.papermashmusic.com/filess/Sep/3/03%20Slaughter%20House%20%28TC%20Remix%29.mp3

this is the song that was playing when I got in the car (find out more below!)

 





not gonna lie, guys
I felt pretty good after that run. Wasn’t too winded (didn’t try hard enough) and then got into my car to listen to the sick (skip) CD elrich made me.


THERE IS THE WINDOW, THERE IS THE DOOR
here in my hand is a piece of the wall
you’re so tied up on the killing floor
you don’t consider the world outside at all
but I can take you out


My right calf was dead after about 4 laps. Not used to that kick-push, kick-push like my left leg is. My skinny ass was made for this shit. I don’t feel like I’ve ever really earned anything by working hard enough for it. There’s no way I can luck myself into finishing a marathon, though, right? Well, maybe I was born with more talent to complete this task than others, but it must also be somewhat due to lifestyle, right? In any case, even if something like this should come naturally to me, I only did 3.85 / 26.21875 miles a full marathon would be. that aint no joke. We’ll see if I do this for more than one day or not. It will at least keep me in touch more with jennifer and jennifer and yulia (sp?)

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